Missspunk (9/9/2008)

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OK all so in case you didn't read it in the other posts my cousin did not reply to my invite. So I wrote a letter and sent it to her. I think a copy of that letter above. Anyways I found out tonight that my aunt the *** called my godmother because she found out that I had a shower and she was upset that she wasn't invited. She wants to get me something. She also stated that my great aunt was upset that she didn't get an invite. She was questioning my godmother about who was all there. It really is none of her %^$#business. Oh well I have no sympathy. Also apparently she stated that my cousin and her husband are not going to our wedding cause her mother wasn't invited. I said that was fine but she could have at least responded with a no and I deserved that much respect at least. Whatever happened to it is my party and I can invite who I want and no one has the right to be upset. This was the premise that my cousin's husband told me when he threw me out of the house. that's what they told me about my aunt and the party at her house, that she could invite who she wanted and if that didn't include me then oh well I had no right to be upset, and now they don't want to live by their own rules. argh they piss me off. Can they not just LEAVE ME ALONE. I am keeping to myself. My aunt is now saying she wants to send me a gift. If I get a gift sent to me I will be sending it back to her. I want nothing I don't want to owe them anything and I don't want people trying to use guilt trips on me cause it isn't working. I will not be guilted into forgiveness or loyalty. My loyalty and empathy for those people are lost. And as far as I am concerned I am NOT sending out a search party for it. I am finished with them, I am beyond hurt and beyond angry I simply DO NOT CARE at all and it is not nice to say but if they dropped off the face of this planet tomorrow I really would not be sorry or miss them.